Alison Sudol

It was music that I thought of as feminine and so accepting this new level of femininity can be a huge difficult task. It was for me very difficult to say, "Okay I can be robust, feminine, and soft. Take care of yourself and do not let me down." I've enjoyed that somewhat, I've loved dressing in heels and dresses each day, and having beautiful curls and soft fabric. It was quite stressful, as I'm much younger than the others in Fantastic Beasts]; there was a lot of pressure. But I had this strange feeling that during the auditions there was an immense presence behind me. could either get smashed underneath it, and fall apart due to how badly I hoped to get it and how big this was and then climb on the top and let it pull my upwards. I can spend entire days in the streets, exploring museums cafes, parks and the like as well as just watching people. There is a feeling of being isolated in LA, but London's Tube places you at right in the middle of it all. Each human being that you can imagine can be observed. I love watching individuals. I come from the music world, in which you're always surrounded by guys and feel that you're surrounded by intimate relationships all the time working with men. It's a wild, surreal fantasies. I've read the whole collection. It was nice having the opportunity to study the book while touring. The cities are constantly shifting and that can make it hard to concentrate. But to retreat in such a vibrant and vivid world in the comfort of your bed is truly amazing.